I just cleaned and organized my room, and put a new bed set on my bed, and it feels very good and fresh. This new chapter in my life of a new, sophisticated, and older look to my bedroom got me thinking more about my outside looks, and life as well. I think everyone goes on a journey of finding themselves as they get more and more mature. I guess it depends on what you have been through in your life to lead you up to who you are today, but I know that I have made too many stupid immature decisions that resulted in confusion in my life. After deciding I really don't want to continue down a mislead path I have been starting over in my thinking process, my personality, and looks. My new responsibilities that I am putting on myself and coming into myself has helped me see that abusing my outer looks is not God's intentions. I used my outer beauty to control my actions, and I need to be more humble to better accomplish greater and better things. I already went through what I had to to get to my own personal thoughts about myself, and to better understand what girls have to go through starting when they start caring what they look like and how others think of them. It's great things that God has been coming to my realization. :)
Don't give up, because this too will pass :)
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