My opinion right at this moment

Faith is when you close your eyes and open your heart. It's something that breaks through to the core of who you are, something that you tell people it's not something I can explain, it's just something that is a choice that I made, it has transformed me for the better. Some think that anybody can be a better person if they wanted, this is true, but having faith is much deeper, it starts to become who you are, not just your choices.
I made a choice that I wasn't going to date anymore, being pure in my heart for my future husband through the choices I made. Right when I started doing this I met him, his name is James. Now we are deep into it, and my mom doesn't even know yet, because I told her I was done with boys, gosh, and then this happened, I am going to give it more time before I tell her. I still continue my journey with God, even though James happened, because God needs to be first right now, although it is hard I am trying my best. Guys always took me away from God's intentions, I learned  a lot though from my experiences. I started trusting God with my relationships and who he has picked out for me. I don't know what James will be as an outcome of me trusting God, but so far, he is the best thing I have ever had. We'll see... :)